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MY WACOM PEN. It was lost. But now is found. Hoolah~.

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Seeing fireworks today. Stop feeling like shit and hang in there. Explosions of patriotism and amazing soon to happen.

Also AHAHAHAHAHA...hahaha...ha.

The only thing I would kindofsortof disagree with is that Jayden's equivalent of a happy ending is hallucinating mini-tanks invading his desk, thank you drug addiction. That, or the resignation ending. You just can't be happy, can you.

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I cannot be the only one who thinks Drebin = Dr.Facilier.

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Holy hell.

So brainbreakingstorming and boredom got me thinking about something: the similarities between MGS and Bioshock. MAINLY to Big Boss and Snake’s relationship in contrast to Andrew Ryan and Jack’s. With the unknowing obedience and the Darth Vader father complex. And Rapture to Outer Heaven. EVE to FOXDIE. Fontaine to Major Zero. Jack’s test tube baby-ness to Snake’s test tube baby-ness.

And my mind is now imagining Snake in the same mission/situation in the original Metal Gear but in a Rapture AU. BECAUSE MAN, the similarities and relationships fit so damn well it’s creepy. This needs to go in fic. I. Would. Kill. to rp some Snake + Big Boss OR Snake/Big Boss in a Rapture AU setting, with the Outer Heaven infiltration mission from Metal Gear as the background story, a-la dressing room writing style. Or even some nice minimalistic writing.

It is a sad fact I’m pretty sure I know no one who likes MGS, Bioshock, and roleplaying all at once because this idea is promising as fuck.

Microsoft Word, here I come~.

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Just started MGS4. See you guys in a year.

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It amuses me to no ends that LJers actually responded to that poll. I love people.

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Fuck this, I can be happy. ~*HAPPY*~

And I have an amazing plan of strategy to achieve this. So there. Every day gets a checklist. The Magical Checklist of The Key To Happiness. KTH. There would be sparkle text in this post but I'm too lazy to copy/paste the HTML for it.

A very, very simple five things. Five things that infinitely, always, never ever fail to make me happy. It's failsafe, see. The only rule is that at least three out of five of these have to be completed every day. That, and no getting down on self if not all of them are achieved, but TRY to have them all completed to the best of my ability.

July oo3

v [ music ] : listened to happy The Kooks music (MUSIC RECS WOULD BE AWESOME BTW)
v [ writing ] : started work on Veser/Ples and Hanna + Gallahad broariffic brofic (note to self: see if beta-finding is possible and get to brainstorming on Heavy Rain and that hr.mod.orig. idea)
x [ art ]
x [ gaming ]
x [ friends ]

I also think it's important to have a Never-Skip-This item on the list.

x [ relax the fuck out ] - wake up with tea/coffee, walk, and shower. Relax with tea, random book, and possible work on GDD/mechanical/interface design.

This probably makes no fucking sense if anyone passed by this list, but hey, it's easing my pain and releasing my stress.

And most importantly, self - if moments of sadness happen, they happen. They happen. Don't delve into them. Nothing's infinite, nothing's unstoppable. Stop being so fatalistic, stop getting dragged down by the past. And smile.

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Holy jesus feasting on diseased toast. I visit /coq/ maybe once in a blue fucking moon BEING THE PURE AND RIGHTEOUS SOUL I AM. Today, boredom happened. So I went. And clicked. And scrolled.

And oh my god all the evil!Ples/Ples I could ever dream of. IT EXISTS? IT EXISTS. It exists.

I really need to stop depriving myself of porn all the time.

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God I love the rain.